UhHhH...ThE cOoL n BoRiNg LiFe Of CaiTLiN

caitlinduh @ 2004-08-31T14:49:00

2004-08-31T18:57:10Z

well, the last few days have been really dumb. damn school...grrr. monday was ok...but today was pretty gay. when sammy picked me up i realized that i didn't have my gym clothes and i kinda needed them cause i dont wanna get bitched out by coach adamson. shes a biatch.but o well, i didn't feel like going back in side and searching for them. it woulda been quite a quest, but anyway, yeah i wore my pj pants to school today. it was cool. but yeah, luckily i didn't get yelled at for not havin my clothes.

after gym i realized that i had tons of homework that i needed to do in my next class. shes assigned a bunch of homework and i've never done any of them. so yeah. my only choice was to skip her class. so0o i went out and sat in a car for like...a whole 50 minutes. it was mad hot out there. next time, i'm bringin some cool action figures to play with so i wont get bored.

well, the rest of the day was really gay, nothin exciting happened. well, next time i'm late for english i get a referral. GrR...i hate mrs. dooling.

ahhh

2004-08-28T04:52:45Z

man o man...i love the computer. i'm still grounded. but yeah...my parents haven't been home for like....3 hours now. its pretty cool i guess. i actually got to go outside! it was AMAZING! i ran alot today. it was crazy. in gym we like...ran half a mile and then walked the other half...and then like...just a little while ago i ran from the other side of the neighborhood to my house cause i thought my parents were gonna be home..and yeah...i'm not allowed to go outside. but anywho. man i'm gonna get in shape! wahoo.

school was cool. yay...i rhymed. but yeah, i got kinda upset today though. ok look, i have lunch 1 and like...i always get chocolate milk with my food, but i decided that instead of drinking my milk at lunch and then being thirsty after school, i'm just gonna save my choc. milk and drink it in in my afternoon classes. well, no, that didn't happen.i didn't drink it at lunch, so i just put it in my backpack, so like...around last period i FINALLY got to drink it, but it was WARM! ewwy! it was gross! gosh! a wasted chocolate milk!! it made me angerfied! hummphh...it was sad. but anyway...that was the only un-normal thing that happened at school today. oh yeah, i expierienced my first highschool firedrill. it was quite odd.

well, i've gotta GO!!! LATER!

ahh!

2004-08-27T00:00:33Z

well, yes i did go to the beach sunday. at first it was really awesome.me, yessenia, ashley, zac, craig,brian and joey had alot of fun. omg! we watched The nightmare before christmas in the humungo van!! well, after watchin a few minutes of it...alot of people left. but me and sammy stayed and watched the movie. then like...all of a sudden we saw this cop stop behind the van for like...a whole 2 minutes...it was scurry. then like...a little while later he came and pulled sammy outta the van thing. we got BUSTED for havin alcohol! AHH!! it was horrable! those cops were totally rude. it was crazy...and really scarry. but anyway, yeah, we all got $40 citations. and it totally sucks cause i gotta pay for it. GrRrRrR...gayness. but o well. so yeah, now i'm grounded. if you're wonderin why it seems like i died, then thats why. i can't talk on the phone, go on the internet, or hang out with anyone until monday! GrRr...i got my cell taken away too. GrRr...but o well, the beach trip was worth bein grounded. it was totally fun. well g2g..later

caitlinduh @ 2004-08-20T16:08:00

2004-08-20T20:17:58Z

ahhh...omg wednesday was so tight!!

well, me, ashley, matty, sammy and joey went to mcdonalds and hung out with craig, shane, corey, john and a whole bunch of people. it was tight. then some of us went to sammys house and chillaxed. we listened to all of them play the drums and guitar and all that. it was AwEsOmE! after a few hours we went ridin around n stuff. then a little while later we dropped off ashley and i went to this church thing with sammy, matty, n joey. it was tiiight. after THAT, we went to mcdonalds AGAIN and stayed for a few minutes.

but yeah...it was fun.

well today is friday. ashley is over and we have nothing to do. sammy and matty are going to some football game thingy...so yeah, it sucks. i wanted to go see 'without a paddle' today, but i guess i'll have to go another day.

o man, i can't wait to go to the beach sunday! its gonna be fun..i hope. lol well, last time i went, it was SWEET, so it'll probably be cool this time too.

*.I'm totally into this one guy!! its drivin me CRAZY!!!!!!!

AhHhHhh!!!

2004-08-17T21:11:10Z

today = awesome

before and after scool = cool

i was late for gym or whatever you wanna call it. but o well. spanish I is awesome. but yeah...mrs. dooling is a bitch. Mrs Metcalf is so confusing. well, i dont know.

anyway, after school was really tight. Me, Sammy, Joey, Matty and Brian went to el apache and hung out with some people. then we went over to this gurl named sammys house. After that we drove around n stuff. it was fun. but yeah.

i wanna go to the beach. and i wanna go to mcdonalds tom. but yeah. i'm gettin ready to watch the Nightmare Before Christmas. yay!! AnYwAyYy...i dont know.

caitlinduh @ 2004-08-15T21:00:00

2004-08-16T01:58:49Z

wednesday was tight. sammy drove me, matty, and craig to mcdonals and there were a whole bunch of people up there!!! it was fuckin awesome. we stayed there for a little while and then we went to tanglewood park or whatever it is and hung out. it was tight.

thursday was kyles birthday!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY BDAY KYLE!! lol. i made an awesome shirt that said 'happy birthday kyle' on it. i wore it to school. it was sweet. kyle is hot. he came over after school with mike. so we all hung out. oh yeah, and ashley came over too.

Friday was kinda gay. i was supposed to go out with some of the guys, but my mom was bein a bitch. Kelsey came over and spent the night though. we walked around in the rain with sammy and matty. it was great.

saturday was INSANE! Kelsey, Ashley, Matty, Sammy and i went to the movies. we didn'thave to pay! we just went over by the little divider things that you're not supposed to pass and ducked right under them. it was tight. i had to buy one ticket for sammycause he had to go outsidethe movie theater and find matty. we went and saw Alien Vs Predator. that movie was pretty freaky.

sunday was kinda boring. well, it was really gay until i went with sammy, matty, brian, zac and craig to the bowling place. that was s0o0 funny. oh wait, i went to Ashleys house for a little while. that was pretty cool too. we hung out with this REALLY hott evan dude. it was tight. but yeah. i have tons of homework. it sucks

HeY

2004-08-11T02:35:34Z

Hey, uhh...well school was pretty cool today. sammy drove me again, but i walked home after school. it was hott as hell. i actually met some people at my lunch. i was kinda happy. i didn't feel like a loser just walkin around the courtyard for the whole lunch period. i think i'm gonna get out of world history with mrs. hohman. she said it was a 10th grade class, so i dont' wanna take it. well, anyway, i hung out with some cool kids today. they call me 'smart girl' and 'catholic girl'...its hilarious. but anyway...kyle came over and hung out today. it was AwEsOmMeEe. hes cool.

i can't wait till tom. after school i'm goin to mcdonalds...i think. lol but i dk for sure yet. but then i have to babysitt...and omg i dont' wanna do that. i hate it. but anyway

ahhhh....long time, no update.

2004-08-08T21:53:54Z

well...i dk whats happened in the past few days. i forgot. well i've been hangin out with my cool friend meghan. she made eggs at 2:34 in the mornin. they were good. we hung out with mike and played +ImAgiNaTiOn+

Then we hung out with matt, sammy and brian. that was s0o0o0o much fun. we were dancin in the mcdonalds parkin lot like doin the chicken dance and singin 'STOP! in the name of LoVe...Before you break my heart' <- but yeah..thats the only part of the song i know. then brian started dancin with me and meghan. it was awesome. matt and sam said we were retarded. but ha yeah. when we got in the car, me brian and meghan started singing Old mcdonald, the itsy bitsy spider, and all those other awesome songs.

omg. orientation was crazy. i'm gonna get sooo lost when i go to school tom. i dont wanna go at all. i have lunch 1. its gay. its more like breakfast. i hate it. and like...Personal fitness is my first class. that really sucks too. gRrRr...but omg i saw alot of people at orientation. I SAW KYLE! lol FINALLY! hes really hot. lol.

well last night Regi stopped by with his friend. i talked to him for a few minutes. so it was cool that i got to see him. after that sammy and matty came and picked me up. according to my parents, we went bowling...but really we just went over to Brians hizzouse until 11. it was tight. we watched some funny stuff.

hola!

2004-08-06T05:37:10Z

hmm...well my friend meghan came over early this morning. we made cinnamon rolls. wahoo! they were yummy. we watched a little bit of nightmare before christmas too. oh dude and then...andrew got his liscense today...so like...andy drove me mike n meghan around. we went to the mall...and like...i saw shane there. and like...some other people but yeah. we went and saw the village. it was confusing.but i dk yeah. i'm bizzored.

omg

2004-08-04T16:07:52Z

omg yesterday was s0o awesome. me, meghan (my lover),danielle, preshess, sammy, matty, zac, brian and craig went to the beach. on our way to the beach it was total hell. we had to make s0o many freakin stops. it took us 3 hours to get there, when really...it should have only taken us like...less than an hour. we had to fit like...6 people in a 4 person car. it was crazy. but after about an hour, i decided to ride in the truck with zac and craig cause in sammys car...we were all totally smushed.

then while we were drivin like...near some bridge, brians hat flew off cause he was sittin in the back of zacs truck. s0o sammy stopped and matty got the hat out of the road. but matt tried to give brian his hat back while we were moving, and then HIS hat flew off! s0o we had to go get that one too. it was crazy.

then the top fell of of the cooler and we had to turn around and go get that. it stayed on for another hour or so and then it fell off again. this time we didn't go back and get it cause i think we were like....kind of on a highway. but i dk.

YeAhHh...i dk, the beach was s0o awesome.

omg this morning at like....1:30, danielle calls me and says she has nowhere to stay for the night. s0o her and preshess came to my house and had to sneak through my window. god it was hard.

hmmm....well,

2004-08-02T16:34:34Z

i haven't really updated in a few days, but yeah. i've been busy.

i went to warped tour yesterday! omg it was so awesome. i saw flogging molly, yellowcard, nofx, coheed and cambria, Lars Frederickson and the Bastards, billy talent, internetion noise conspiracy (<-they sucked), and a little bit of autumn to ashes. it was sweet.

i got stuck in like...a mosh pit thing at yellowcard! people were goin totally crazy. it was insane. i wanted to crowd surf, but i was afraid i would get dropped on the ground. :-/ but yeah, i hung out with sammy, meghan, yessenia, craig, matt, n brian most of the time. they're so cool! lol. but yeah, me, meghan and yessenia went on this awesome water slide thing like a billion times. it was fun. but yeah. i got a little sunburned. s0o that was the only bad part about warped tour. oh yeah, and it was s0o fucking hot. that was the other problem. but yeah...i had alot of fun. i might go to the beach tom.with some people... hopefully things will work out. i'm bored.

wow

2004-07-30T00:49:24Z

well, Tuesday i went over to Evas house and stayed the night. we ate lots of ice cream. then on wednesday she came over and we hung out until today...which is ThUrSdAyYy...duh. today totally fucking sucked. me and my brother got in the biggest fight like...EVER. i hate when i fight with him. he has major anger problems. lol. its kinda funny.

it all started because the computer wouldn't work...so he decides to hit it. i got a little pissed because the computer is very important to me, so i said 'don't fucking hit the computer like that'. ha. well i never shoulda said that. we fought for like...10 minutes straight because i told him to not hit it. who hits computers?!?! like seriously. i dk he's GrRrRrRr. but anyway, it was bad...it was like...the worst fight that we've ever had. hes stupid. i was really pissed after all the fighting, so i wanted to get out of the house, but Eva had to go home, so i couldn't go to the mall with her. my brother is at the mall right now and i'm not. it should be the other way around. i should be having fun at the mall and he should be home. gRrRrRr. caitlin=pissed.

OMG. i'm tan:-) well i'm not like DARK...but i'm like...not as white as i used to be. lol its awesome. i'm still not gonna wear shorts though. lol i hate them. shorts=gay.i'm fucking bored. i got my warped tour ticket today. yay. i'm so happy. hey, school starts in like...a week or somethin like that. it sucks. i totally don't wanna go. but i dk i guess its better than sittin at home bein BORED.

grrr

2004-07-27T21:55:14Z

hmm...i dont know. i'm kinda bored and i'm on the phone with Eva. my moms a bitch. i hate her. but i dk. shes fucking stupid. GrRrRrRr. i dk whatever. mommys are gay and stupid.

damn. fucking mom

2004-07-26T22:04:25Z

hmm...well, i went out last night around 1 or 2. I like...knew that my parents wouldn't hear me cause they were really tired. we had like...a whole bunch of people over so yeah...they were definately passed out. but like...but then like...a little while later my mom called me on my cell phone. so i was like...wtf. i dk it was really gay. so like...yeah i had to go home. and now i can't go to Meghan F.'s little get together thing. grrr. but i actually expected alot worse cause my mom is pretty gay and all. but i dk it was odd.

but yeah...i went to bed around 4 ish...and i was like really tired. people kept on fuckin callin me this morning!!!!! i was about to DIE! i woke up cause my phone rang really loud in my ear like....8 times. someone called me at like....9:45, then somebody else called me at 10:50, then another person called me at 12:53,then mike rang the doorbell and i had to go open the door, then my dog wouldn't stop barkin so i had to let her outside, and then some AT&T machine thing called me 2:45. i was trying to fucking sleep. GrRrRrRrR...well yeah by the time the last person called, i couldn't go back to sleep. so i just layed in bed until 3.

hey, summer is really gay. the beginning of it was AWESOME but like...somehow its gotten really boring. o well, i dk.

uhhh....

2004-07-25T20:57:00Z

hmmm....the last few days have been pretty boring. i watched the nightmare before christmas last night...and this morning, twice. god i love that movie. its awesome. well i dk we have a whole bunch of people over and i'm bored. they're all in the pool...but i dont like water. so i'm not gonna swim. i hate being outside too. i'm a total lazy ass. but whatever. i dont care.

omg dude. ok i dk what to do. i think i'm kinda interested in this one guy, but idk. i heard from his friends that he really likes me...but whenever i'm around him, it doesn't seem like he does. s0o i dk. i wanna talk to him about it, but i dk if that will make things change or not. i sure hope it does.

well....i dk what do you think i should do?? lol i've asked like...EVERYONE i know and they all say different things. so i'm not sure what to.

dude

2004-07-24T04:58:53Z

well today was boring...just like all the other days. i went to bed around 6 am. and woke up around 1:30. it was tight. then i had to go babysit at 4:20. lol. omg i watched this little dude for 2 hours and i got 20 dollars. i was really happy.

when i got home my uncle ronnie called and said he was comin over to visit. he is so fucking awesome!!! hes like...the coolest uncle you can ever have. danielle, presh, and chris wanted me to pick me up and chill with them...but i couldn't cause my uncle was here. :-/ but o well. i never see him anyway, and he is cool as fuck, so i'm glad i'm gettin to hang out with him.

ut yeah...well uhh...my right leg is really tired and it hurts. but yeah...uhh...later

One More Day

2004-07-23T05:58:59Z

<3 one more day <3
diamond rio

Last night i had a crazy dream
a wish granted just for me
it could be for anything
i didn't ask for money
or a mansion in malibu
i simply wished, for one more day with you

one more day
one more time
one more sunset, maybe i'd be satisfied
but then again
i know what it would do
leave me wishing still, for one more day with you

first thing i'd do is pray for time to crawl
then i'd unplug the telephone
and keep the tv off

hmm...well well well

2004-07-23T05:44:51Z

Today was very...uhh...frustrating. i got up around 1:30, which was really cool. but then danielle decided that she wanted to go to the movies. that was pretty cool too. i convinced my parents to give me 50 dollars cause andrew gets to go to camp and i dont. they should be givin me 150 dollar, but idk its either $50...or nothing. so being the smart person i am, i decided to take the 50 bucks.

but anyway...well it was like....3 o clock and i started getting ready for the mall causei wanted alot of time for shopping. but we only have one car right now cause the "racecar" is in the shop. i hope it dies and can never work again . s0o like..my dad was visiting some dude in the hospital, so i had no way of getting to the mall early. but like...i called my dad and he said he was on his way home. well i dk what he did...but it took him like...3 hours to get home. i was s0o0o0 fucking pissed. by the time me and danielle got to the mall...it was 7:20 and we had to be in the movie at 7:30. it was so fucking gay. i was FuRiOuS!!!!

well anyway, we met Matty, Sammy and Brian up there and saw "a cinderella story". danielle and i had to pay for matt and Sams tickets cause they said they weren't gonna waste their money on that stupid movie. but we really wanted to see it, so yeah. omg the movie was So0o0o0 AwEsOmEe!! i wanna see it again!! i dont think the guys liked it, but i did.

its 1:12 and nobody is freakin online. i'm bored as fuck. danielle is chillen with preshess and eva is at camp. i have no friends. i need friends. wanna be my friend? aha i hope so. But yeah i dk i'm fuckin bored off my ass. i talked to Yessinia and Craig today. they are so cool. i hope they stay together for a while.

but yeah anyway... YA WHORE! <-- lol that is danielles new saying.. next time she calls me that....its on! grrr!!! i'm gonna fight her! and i'm gonna WIN! mwah ha ha. shes goin down. oh dude! danielle wants to go to warped tour! isn't that GREAT! she said she wanted to go in the mosh pits, but if she did...she would freakin DIE! i wanna crowd surf. but i dont really like strangers grabbing me all over. i'm afraid they might steal some stuff from me or rip my clothes or soemthin. but anyway. i really wanna go to warped tour. i've never been before. i've only been to Planet fest. and that was two years ago. omg i wanna see Senses Fail and thursday so0o0o0 damn bad.

but yeah. i dk. i'm bored. well uhh...i'm gonna go now. cause i think i've typed too much and i dk what else to talk about.. i'm listenin to my ringtone right now. its Mission Impossible!!!! its s0o0o SwEeEeT. but yeah uhh...Justin and Jordan are Awesome. i'm talking to them on the internet right now. they confuse me alot.

i'm listenin to my cousins funeral song. "one more day with you" by diamond Rio. it has been exactly one month that hes been gone. god i miss him so0o0o0o much. out of ALL the fucking cousins i have...he was my FaVoRiTe one. :'( i dk whatever. :-/

uhhh

2004-07-22T09:41:15Z

uhhh well yeah. its about 5:05 in the AM. i just got home and now i'm kinda bored.but yeah, i dk. freakin nobody is online. but yeah i'm really bored. and i'm ReaLLy CoNfUsEd about some stuff. lol. i thought i was over that guy i've like for almost a year now, but i dk i talked to him yesterday and i almost went fuckin crazy. but i dk. i miss chillen with him. but whatever. lol nothin i can do about it now!! grrr...o well. but omg this day, next month...i would have known him for a YEAR!! thats a long ass time! it doesn't seem like it. but i dk. i'm so fuckin bored. i'm talkin to zac right now. lol he is one crazy motherfucka! he knows EVERYTHING! lmao. but yeah. i'm not too bored anymore.but i'm really thirsty. well i typed all the important shit, so if you dont like to read...then you can stop here, cause the rest of the stuff i put in here...is just stupid shit. i'm bored, so i wanna type, so yeah. o man, danielle called a whore three times today! it was great. i'm glad she was just joking though. kyle just called me. he's still sick :-( poor kyle. hope you feel better! :-) well i dk zac isn't talkin anymore cause he had to go to work and i am bored...so i'm gonna go and like...be bored somewhere. i dk i might go to sleep like normal people. later

Hey

2004-07-22T01:10:49Z

well today was kinda boring. i woke up around 12:30. and then like...my computer got all fucked up cause of my keyboard. and then all of a sudden the whole thing froze and i dk i had to turn it off like ....4 times. but o well. oh dude, I GOT A NEW KEYBOARD!! i'm so freakin happy! This is my fourth keyboard. i spilled mountain dew on all of them. but anyway, i came back from getting my keyboard and then i went to sleep until 6:30. i love sleep. god its so great. but yeah, i'm talkin to kyle right now on the phone. hes really cool....(and really hott too). lol but anyway. hes sick :-(. i'm sorry kyle! :-) i hope you feel better. lol. OMG! i had waffles today!!

uhhh yeah

2004-07-22T01:02:12Z

hey...whats up? i'm actually in a good mood today. omg yesterday was so hilarious. sammy and brian came over and we hung out for a looonnnngggg time. but it was really fun. we played with these little remote control cars that brian got from japan. omg it was hilarious. brian put some baby powder down in the garage and him and sammy were doin donuts and stuff with them. it was so pimp. they made some sweet ramps too. it was so great. but after that we went inside for a while cause my dad wanted the guys to see the wood floors.hmm...then they played 007 on the n64. graphics really suck on that thing. but yeah it was fun. they left around 11. and after that i was really bored. i talked to sammy on the internet for a long time and ooomg it wasso fuckin hilarious. i was about to die. then a little while later i went and hung out with justin. we walked to sammys house cause he said he was gonna sleep in his car...with his dog, but we got there and he wasn't in there. but o well. lol and yeah...thats about it.

hmmm...

2004-07-20T16:36:50Z

hmm...my kewyboarsds gwets gaywer ansd gaywer evewrysday. i fweel like a fuxckin rewtard. hmmphh..but whatewver. sdude...last night was wweird...i got in thew biggest fight with my dad...it was insane!! (but it was xcool) :-) cause like... i dk i havwen't gottwen groundsed yet! yay!

but yeah. sammy, xcraig, brian ansd this xcorey dude stopped by last night...then thwey all left...ansd a few minutwes later only sammy ansd brian xcame back. sammy pushwesd me in the pool...GrRrRr. ansd then brian sat me down in the dirty ass pond water. it was gross. but yeah.

today is boring. i wanna go shoppin for school clothes. i miss my brother! its so boring without him around here. but yeah. i dk.

caitlinduh @ 2004-07-19T15:24:00

2004-07-19T19:34:53Z

today = gay.

well, ansdrew ansd mike left for south xcarolina ansd i'm stuxck at home. i haven't been anywhere all summer ansd ansdrew has been to two xcamps. its gay. my mom is a bitxch xcause i was planning on going shopping tosday, but she wont even take 15 minutes out of her time to sdrop me off at the mall. shes not even sdoing anything!! she hasn't been sdoin anything all morning. i sdk she is gay. i hate her. but whatever. ansd my keyboarsd is all fuxckesd up. whenever i type "c"...it xcomes out "xc" ansd whenever i type i 'd' .. it xcomes out 'sd'. i sdk but its really fuxckesd up. i just wantesd to tell you that so that you sdont think i'm a fuxcking retarsd who cxan't spell. but whatever. i really wanna go shopping. grrr!! i sdisdn't go to besd last night until like 6:30 , ands i woke up at 12:30. i'm not really that tireds. i'm really boresd. ansd tosday is gay.

uhhh

2004-07-18T19:03:33Z

well last night i wrote a shitload of stuff that happened and of course, i accidently exited out of the page thing, so all my stuff was lost. god i hate when i do that. i'm such a dumbass. but anyway. last night was cool. i went to the movies with sammy, zac, and craig. we saw anchorman...again. oh and then i saw my cool friend MEGHAN F.! god i wish i could be in her and jessica H.'s club:-/ hmm...i guess i'm not cool enough. lol...YEAH RIGHT!!! i'm awesome!! the coolest dumbass you'll ever meet! yeah, i can't wait to take "the challenge" to get into their club. it'll be fun. lol . but ok anyway, yeah after the movie i hung out with sammy for a little bit and he like...drove me around and stuff. it was cool. omg! and brian went to japan and he like...just got back ... and he got me a cool hat!! i was like....WOW! its so cute! but anyway, today is mattys bday!! HAPPY BDAY MATTY!!!!!! You're so AWESOME! ;-) alright well, umm...i dont know what else to write. s0o0o uhh...later.

uhhh...

2004-07-17T06:48:40Z

i dk i'm bored. and i'm gonna write more in here cause...like...i'm bored and there is nothing to do at 2:34 in the morning except sleep, and i dont want to sleep. but yeah, i dk whats up with me. i've been pretty down lately. and i really dont like it. for some reason i feel like being lazy, not going anywhere, and getting fat. cause when i'm bored...i eat...and when people eat...then like...they start to get fat. well i'm not getting fat...but it would suck if that started to happen. but o well. oh yeah, guess what? well ok you know the guy that i've been liking like...for almost a year now? well yeah we were "talking" again and things were going great. but then he went somewhere for a while and then i went to canada cause my cousin died :-/ but yeah...well when i came back he was actin all weird and i knew somethin was up. and like... a week later, he actually talked to me. and i thought things would get better, but they ended up to be really bad. we dont even fucking talk anymore. and it really really really sucks. but whatever. it happened june 6th and i'm still pretty bummed. and like..the thing that totally gets me, is that it doesn't even seem like it matters to him that we aren't even talking anymore. i mean like...its so fucked up. things were like...so great and then like...all of a sudden he got 'bothered' about something that i did like...a long time ago! but i dk whatever. wow i typed alot. but i dk i just had to get it out. lol it was bugging me. i wish i could still talk to him! but i dk. whatever. it sucks. and like...all of a sudden all these guys like me. i mean, i dont wanna sound concieded, but i have alot of guys wanting to hook up with me, and its really annoying. grrrr...i dk but whatever.