[	mood	|	confused	]
[	music	|	still lost in my own little world. i hate makin choices.	]

             today = awesome

before and after scool = cool

i was late for gym or whatever you wanna call it. but o well. spanish I is awesome. but yeah...mrs. dooling is a bitch. Mrs Metcalf is so confusing. well, i dont know.

anyway, after school was really tight. Me, Sammy, Joey, Matty and Brian went to el apache and hung out with some people. then we went over to this gurl named sammys house. After that we drove around n stuff. it was fun. but yeah.

i wanna go to the beach. and i wanna go to mcdonalds tom. but yeah. i'm gettin ready to watch the Nightmare Before Christmas. yay!! AnYwAyYy...i dont know.

[	mood	|	ahhh	]
[	music	|	uhh... idk some song	]

Hey, uhh...well school was pretty cool today. sammy drove me again, but i walked home after school. it was hott as hell. i actually met some people at my lunch. i was kinda happy. i didn't feel like a loser just walkin around the courtyard for the whole lunch period. i think i'm gonna get out of world history with mrs. hohman. she said it was a 10th grade class, so i dont' wanna take it. well, anyway, i hung out with some cool kids today. they call me 'smart girl' and 'catholic girl'...its hilarious. but anyway...kyle came over and hung out today. it was AwEsOmMeEe. hes cool.

i can't wait till tom. after school i'm goin to mcdonalds...i think. lol but i dk for sure yet. but then i have to babysitt...and omg i dont' wanna do that. i hate it. but anyway

[	mood	|	don't wanna go to school!!	]
[	music	|	andrews drum playing...GRRR.... its really loud!	]

well...i dk whats happened in the past few days. i forgot. well i've been hangin out with my cool friend meghan. she made eggs at 2:34 in the mornin. they were good. we hung out with mike and played +ImAgiNaTiOn+

Then we hung out with matt, sammy and brian. that was s0o0o0o much fun. we were dancin in the mcdonalds parkin lot like doin the chicken dance and singin 'STOP! in the name of LoVe...Before you break my heart' <- but yeah..thats the only part of the song i know. then brian started dancin with me and meghan. it was awesome. matt and sam said we were retarded. but ha yeah. when we got in the car, me brian and meghan started singing Old mcdonald, the itsy bitsy spider, and all those other awesome songs.

omg. orientation was crazy. i'm gonna get sooo lost when i go to school tom. i dont wanna go at all. i have lunch 1. its gay. its more like breakfast. i hate it. and like...Personal fitness is my first class. that really sucks too. gRrRr...but omg i saw alot of people at orientation. I SAW KYLE! lol FINALLY! hes really hot. lol.

well last night Regi stopped by with his friend. i talked to him for a few minutes. so it was cool that i got to see him. after that sammy and matty came and picked me up. according to my parents, we went bowling...but really we just went over to Brians hizzouse until 11. it was tight. we watched some funny stuff.

[	mood	|	ahhh...i heart the beach	]
[	music	|	uhh...listening to nothing but my air conditioner thing	]

omg yesterday was s0o awesome. me, meghan (my lover),danielle, preshess, sammy, matty, zac, brian and craig went to the beach. on our way to the beach it was total hell. we had to make s0o many freakin stops. it took us 3 hours to get there, when really...it should have only taken us like...less than an hour. we had to fit like...6 people in a 4 person car. it was crazy. but after about an hour, i decided to ride in the truck with zac and craig cause in sammys car...we were all totally smushed.

then while we were drivin like...near some bridge, brians hat flew off cause he was sittin in the back of zacs truck. s0o sammy stopped and matty got the hat out of the road. but matt tried to give brian his hat back while we were moving, and then HIS hat flew off! s0o we had to go get that one too. it was crazy.

then the top fell of of the cooler and we had to turn around and go get that. it stayed on for another hour or so and then it fell off again. this time we didn't go back and get it cause i think we were like....kind of on a highway. but i dk.

YeAhHh...i dk, the beach was s0o awesome.

omg this morning at like....1:30, danielle calls me and says she has nowhere to stay for the night. s0o her and preshess came to my house and had to sneak through my window. god it was hard.

[	mood	|	wooooo	]
[	music	|	she thinks my tractor's sexy... lol	]

i haven't really updated in a few days, but yeah. i've been busy.

i went to warped tour yesterday! omg it was so awesome. i saw flogging molly, yellowcard, nofx, coheed and cambria, Lars Frederickson and the Bastards, billy talent, internetion noise conspiracy (<-they sucked), and a little bit of autumn to ashes. it was sweet.

i got stuck in like...a mosh pit thing at yellowcard! people were goin totally crazy. it was insane. i wanted to crowd surf, but i was afraid i would get dropped on the ground. :-/ but yeah, i hung out with sammy, meghan, yessenia, craig, matt, n brian most of the time. they're so cool! lol. but yeah, me, meghan and yessenia went on this awesome water slide thing like a billion times. it was fun. but yeah. i got a little sunburned. s0o that was the only bad part about warped tour. oh yeah, and it was s0o fucking hot. that was the other problem. but yeah...i had alot of fun. i might go to the beach tom.with some people... hopefully things will work out. i'm bored.

[	mood	|	GrRrRr	]
[	music	|	slow motion	]

well, Tuesday i went over to Evas house and stayed the night. we ate lots of ice cream. then on wednesday she came over and we hung out until today...which is ThUrSdAyYy...duh. today totally fucking sucked. me and my brother got in the biggest fight like...EVER. i hate when i fight with him. he has major anger problems. lol. its kinda funny.

it all started because the computer wouldn't work...so he decides to hit it. i got a little pissed because the computer is very important to me, so i said 'don't fucking hit the computer like that'. ha. well i never shoulda said that. we fought for like...10 minutes straight because i told him to not hit it. who hits computers?!?! like seriously. i dk he's GrRrRrRr. but anyway, it was bad...it was like...the worst fight that we've ever had. hes stupid. i was really pissed after all the fighting, so i wanted to get out of the house, but Eva had to go home, so i couldn't go to the mall with her. my brother is at the mall right now and i'm not. it should be the other way around. i should be having fun at the mall and he should be home. gRrRrRr. caitlin=pissed.

OMG. i'm tan:-) well i'm not like DARK...but i'm like...not as white as i used to be. lol its awesome. i'm still not gonna wear shorts though. lol i hate them. shorts=gay.i'm fucking bored. i got my warped tour ticket today. yay. i'm so happy. hey, school starts in like...a week or somethin like that. it sucks. i totally don't wanna go. but i dk i guess its better than sittin at home bein BORED.

[	mood	|	uhh..TIRED maybe??	]
[	music	|	Senses Fail 'lady in the blue dress' :-) yay	]

hmm...well, i went out last night around 1 or 2. I like...knew that my parents wouldn't hear me cause they were really tired. we had like...a whole bunch of people over so yeah...they were definately passed out. but like...but then like...a little while later my mom called me on my cell phone. so i was like...wtf. i dk it was really gay. so like...yeah i had to go home. and now i can't go to Meghan F.'s little get together thing. grrr. but i actually expected alot worse cause my mom is pretty gay and all. but i dk it was odd.

 but yeah...i went to bed around 4 ish...and i was like really tired. people kept on fuckin callin me this morning!!!!! i was about to DIE! i woke up cause my phone rang really loud in my ear like....8 times. someone called me at like....9:45, then somebody else called me at 10:50, then another person called me at 12:53,then mike rang the doorbell and i had to go open the door, then my dog wouldn't stop barkin so i had to let her outside, and then some AT&T machine thing called me 2:45. i was trying to fucking sleep. GrRrRrRrR...well yeah by the time the last person called, i couldn't go back to sleep. so i just layed in bed until 3.

hey, summer is really gay. the beginning of it was AWESOME but like...somehow its gotten really boring. o well, i dk.

hmmm....the last few days have been pretty boring. i watched the nightmare before christmas last night...and this morning, twice. god i love that movie. its awesome. well i dk we have a whole bunch of people over and i'm bored. they're all in the pool...but i dont like water. so i'm not gonna swim. i hate being outside too. i'm a total lazy ass. but whatever. i dont care.

omg dude. ok i dk what to do. i think i'm kinda interested in this one guy, but idk. i heard from his friends that he really likes me...but whenever i'm around him, it doesn't seem like he does. s0o i dk. i wanna talk to him about it, but i dk if that will make things change or not. i sure hope it does.

well....i dk what do you think i should do?? lol i've asked like...EVERYONE i know and they all say different things. so i'm not sure what to.

[	mood	|	confused	]
[	music	|	Loco by coal chamber	]

well today was boring...just like all the other days. i went to bed around 6 am. and woke up around 1:30. it was tight. then i had to go babysit at 4:20. lol. omg i watched this little dude for 2 hours and i got 20 dollars. i was really happy.

when i got home my uncle ronnie called and said he was comin over to visit. he is so fucking awesome!!! hes like...the coolest uncle you can ever have. danielle, presh, and chris wanted me to pick me up and chill with them...but i couldn't cause my uncle was here. :-/ but o well. i never see him anyway, and he is cool as fuck, so i'm glad i'm gettin to hang out with him.

ut yeah...well uhh...my right leg is really tired and it hurts. but yeah...uhh...later

<3 one more day <3
  diamond rio

Last night i had a crazy dream
a wish granted just for me
it could be for anything
i didn't ask for money
or a mansion in malibu
i simply wished, for one more day with you

one more day
one more time
one more sunset, maybe i'd be satisfied
but then again
i know what it would do
leave me wishing still, for one more day with you

first thing i'd do is pray for time to crawl
then i'd unplug the telephone
and keep the tv off

[	mood	|	sad	]
[	music	|	one more day with you by diamond rio	]

Today was very...uhh...frustrating. i got up around 1:30, which was really cool. but then danielle decided that she wanted to go to the movies. that was pretty cool too. i convinced my parents to give me 50 dollars cause andrew gets to go to camp and i dont. they should be givin me 150 dollar, but idk its either $50...or nothing. so being the smart person i am, i decided to take the 50 bucks.

but anyway...well it was like....3 o clock and i started getting ready for the mall causei wanted alot of time for shopping. but we only have one car right now cause the "racecar" is in the shop. i hope it dies and can never work again . s0o like..my dad was visiting some dude in the hospital, so i had no way of getting to the mall early. but like...i called my dad and he said he was on his way home. well i dk what he did...but it took him like...3 hours to get home. i was s0o0o0 fucking pissed. by the time me and danielle got to the mall...it was 7:20 and we had to be in the movie at 7:30. it was so fucking gay. i was FuRiOuS!!!!

well anyway, we met Matty, Sammy and Brian up there and saw "a cinderella story". danielle and i had to pay for matt and Sams tickets cause they said they weren't gonna waste their money on that stupid movie. but we really wanted to see it, so yeah. omg the movie was So0o0o0 AwEsOmEe!! i wanna see it again!! i dont think the guys liked it, but i did.

 its 1:12 and nobody is freakin online. i'm bored as fuck. danielle is chillen with preshess and eva is at camp. i have no friends. i need friends. wanna be my friend? aha i hope so.  But yeah i dk i'm fuckin bored off my ass. i talked to Yessinia and Craig today. they are so cool. i hope they stay together for a while.

but yeah anyway... YA WHORE! <--  lol that is danielles new saying.. next time she calls me that....its on! grrr!!! i'm gonna fight her! and i'm gonna WIN! mwah ha ha. shes goin down. oh dude! danielle wants to go to warped tour! isn't that GREAT! she said she wanted to go in the mosh pits, but if she did...she would freakin DIE! i wanna crowd surf. but i dont really like strangers grabbing me all over. i'm afraid they might steal some stuff from me or rip my clothes or soemthin. but anyway. i really wanna go to warped tour. i've never been before. i've only been to Planet fest. and that was two years ago. omg i wanna see Senses Fail and thursday so0o0o0 damn bad. 

 but yeah. i dk. i'm bored. well uhh...i'm gonna go now. cause i think i've typed too much and i dk what else to talk about.. i'm listenin to my ringtone right now. its Mission Impossible!!!! its s0o0o SwEeEeT. but yeah uhh...Justin and Jordan are Awesome. i'm talking to them on the internet right now. they confuse me alot. 

i'm listenin to my cousins funeral song. "one more day with you" by diamond Rio. it has been exactly one month that hes been gone. god i miss him so0o0o0o much. out of ALL the fucking cousins i have...he was my FaVoRiTe one.   :'( i dk whatever.  :-/